Chapter 41
Chapter 41
Yin Jianhan took Lu Huaixue back to the room.
"It's not serious, it's okay to not take medicine."
"Oh."
Lu Huaixue sat cross-legged on the slum, a little cold is really nothing, if you don't take medicine, you will be fine if you sleep.
But he doesn't want to sleep now.
"What are you looking at me like that for?" Lu Huaixue looked at Yin Jianhan inexplicably.
"It's time for me to ask you, why do you have such thoughts?"
"Who told you that Rong Yu will appear after you die?"
Lu Huaixue was silent for a moment, she didn't feel anything before, and she didn't know if it was because she was sick and easily lost her emotions, or because she heard Yin Jianhan's unclear question.
Could it be that you can't wait for Rongyu to come back?
"Aren't you all waiting for Rongyu to come back? Since..."
"Lu Huaixue." Yin Jianhan suddenly interrupted him in a cold voice, frowning slightly, "I know you have a secret, although you don't tell me, you have a lot of thoughts."
Yin Jianhan has always known.
Regardless of whether Lu Huaixue has memory or not, the common ground with Rong Yu remains the same.Especially the escape of thinking.
That's why there is a pile of vernacular books in Zangshu Pavilion, some of which were bought by Rong Yu to pass the time, and some were fabricated by Rong Yu.
Ever since the mermaid script came out, it has been popular for a long time, and it has also set off the script of different species.
Yin Jianhan has heard of it, but he has never heard of it.He didn't know why Lu Huaixue had so many thoughts, and could always give him different surprises... Scary.
Lu Huaixue was a little surprised, indeed.He usually has a lively mind, but he rarely thinks about many things like he has recently.
It's about him, it's not about him.
That's why he feels that he wants to be alone more and more.
When he's a ghost, he's just having fun.Most of the time, he is an actionist, and he does what is interesting. As long as it is not harmful or immoral, Lu Huaixue will do it directly.
Now, it seems to be affected by something.
But the system has already left, and it is impossible to subtly influence his thoughts.
"Look, you're thinking wildly again now." Yin Jianhan could clearly see Lu Huaixue's dark eyes. "You're not completely memoryless."
"You remember everything you saw from my sea of consciousness."
Lu Huaixue's heart trembled, did Yin Jianhan want to be honest with him?
"You told me when you first entered the master's school. Even the monks in the Nascent Soul stage can't save you, so you participated in the immortal gate test to attract my attention. Then have you thought about it? Why can't they save you, and they can't even see you?" Out of you is to seize the house.
"You don't have to believe what I said next, and don't rush to deny it."
"Oh." Before Lu Huaixue listened, the expression on his face showed that he didn't believe it.
Yin Jianhan: "..."
The atmosphere sank again, and Lu Huaixue's dog blood radar quickly activated, "You suddenly told me so much, I thought I was Rong Yu, but I just lost my memory."
Yin Jianhan: "..."
Lu Huaixue's jumping thinking did not disappoint him, but Lu Huaixue gave a low laugh and said again.
"If that's the case, then I really don't believe it."
Yin Jianhan: "..."
Lu Huaixue cleared his throat, Yin Jianhan had already offered him tea to moisten his throat, "Stop talking."
"It's just that my throat is a little dry, that's not enough."
"As for."
Lu Huaixue finally read emotions other than concern from his firm eyes, a little sad.
"Tell me, I won't interrupt."
"It's just as you said." Yin Jianhan's expression relaxed slightly.
Lu Huaixue: "?"
what?
What did he just say?
Lu Huaixue's blank eyes met Yin Jianhan's in mid-air, and the two people who were not in the same mind finally got on the same frequency.
"I'm Rongyu?" Lu Huaixue's face was full of disbelief, and it didn't take long for her to become weird.
To some extent.
Yin Jianhan was right.
This body belongs to Rong Yu, he... when did he know?
Lu Huaixue was still confused, he said in doubt. "Why do you think..."
"I don't think so, you are."
"Lu Huaixue, if you don't remember, I won't be serious with you. When you remember, you have to double compensate me. So, think about it before asking."
Isn't that true?
This is short of it being written on the face after the fall.
Lu Huaixue opened her mouth, wanting to ask more clearly. "You mean me..."
"No. You know what I mean."
Not just this body.
"I have memories of my life."
"Do these two conflict?" Yin Jianhan's eyelashes drooped to hide the strange emotion in his eyes.
"We met in the Devil's Nest, but I don't know anything about your past."
Lu Huaixue paused.
How old was he when he died?
Lu Huaixue suddenly discovered that there was a gap in his memory, and a different memory appeared.
He seems to have never been to school, and he has been tutored one-on-one since he was a child.But in another memory, he seemed to have skipped a grade. He was anxious to get rid of Lu Jingde, and worked hard to get admitted to the best high school in the city, which was the farthest from home and could live in school.
Later, he chose a university in other places... and later, he entered the entertainment industry.
The body temperature from the back of his hand made Lu Huaixue slightly startled, he raised his eyes, and Yin Jianhan put his hand on the back of his hand, with a gentle look on his face.
"If you can't remember it, you don't want it."
Lu Huaixue withdrew her hand abruptly, "I'm a little messed up. You..."
"It's ok."
Yin Jianhan interrupted his faltering explanation and gave him great tolerance. "I'm not forcing you again, I'm you hoping you don't think about it."
"Don't say things like 'you die, Rong Yu will appear'."
Yin Jianhan's eyelashes trembled slightly, obviously thinking of something, Lu Huaixue somehow felt a little sad.
"sorry."
Lu Huaixue's apology was subconscious, and she didn't know why she apologized.
He knew that Yin Jianhan would not use Rong Yu's affairs to deceive him, but he just felt that Yin Jianhan might be wrong.
How could he be Rong Yu.
The name was so unfamiliar to him.From the memory of Consciousness Sea, Lu Huaixue knew that Yin Jianhan and Rong Yu liked each other.
But he... doesn't like Yin Jianhan.
Lu Huaixue touched her chest subconsciously, feeling her heartbeat, very calm.There is an indescribable emptiness, not a throbbing, not a feeling of liking someone.
He suddenly felt a little sad.
He doesn't like Yin Jianhan.He couldn't respond to Yin Jianhan's liking.
So, how could he be Rong Yu?
Lu Huaixue felt something shaking in front of her eyes, and when she came back to her senses, Yin Jianhan had already got up, "Go to sleep."
"The wind chill is not severe, but it's not very comfortable either."
"Ah."
Lu Huaixue lay obediently on the couch, and Yin Jianhan conjured incense from somewhere, lit it and put it in the incense burner.
Looking at the rising green smoke, Lu Huaixue's eyelids gradually became heavy, and she fell asleep with her head tilted after a while.
In his sleep, he was not particularly peaceful.In the next moment, it seemed to be wrapped in soft clouds, and the inexplicable anxiety was relieved with a warm touch.
The big clouds hid him, as if someone was patting him on the back and coaxing him to sleep like a child.
……
Opening her eyes again, Lu Huaixue returned to the red house decorated with lights, red candles, wedding dress... and Yin Jianhan.
The two looked at each other, neither of them spoke, but Lu Huaixue knew that the Yin Jianhan in front of him was the Yin Jianhan he knew.
"Why did you go back to this dream again?"
"This is not a dream." Yin Jianhan whispered, "It's a memory."
The atmosphere fell silent again, Lu Huaixue was rarely embarrassed or cold, and suddenly said: "Your and Rong Yu's wedding."
After finishing speaking, I was annoyed, this is not nonsense.
"I, I just..." Lu Huaixue suddenly stopped, not knowing how to explain it.
Is it just not used to Rong Yu's identity?
Has he already recognized this identity?
Seeing Lu Huaixue start to be in a daze again, Yin Jianhan sighed helplessly.
"Lu Huaixue, you can just think of yourself as Lu Huaixue. Don't be so careful."
"Ah."
Lu Huaixue spoke quickly, but did not relax too much.
After speaking, Yin Jianhan had nothing to hide: "That's what you saw."
"We worshiped and got married, became a Taoist couple, and did everything that should be done. Is there anything else you want to ask?"
Lu Huaixue was stunned by Yin Jianhan's sudden bluntness.
"Gone."
"Don't want to admit it?"
Lu Huaixue: "..."
How should I answer this?
To say "yes" is to deny it.If you say "no", then in case Yin Jianhan wants to do something indescribable to him...
Yin Jianhan seemed to understand his thoughts, and emphasized it again.
"It's justified."
"Oh."
"You're avoiding me." Yin Jianhan had no expression on his face, but Lu Huaixue could hear a little grievance.
"The memories you read from my sea of consciousness are more than these. You actually know all of them, but you just refuse to admit it."
"I didn't." Lu Huaixue argued.
Yin Jianhan didn't refute, but stretched out his hand towards him, but Lu Huaixue dodged it before touching him, and answered Lu Huaixue directly with actions.
Lu Huaixue said without confidence: "Subconsciously."
"I just want to hold your hand."
"You just said that I can just be Lu Huaixue."
"I'm not reconciled." Lu Huaixue was a little surprised by Yin Jianhan's calmness.
"You don't remember that I can tell you that it was you who said you liked me first, you were the one who held my hand first, and you lied to me that we must be together after holding hands."
Lu Huaixue: "?"
impossible.
How could he be so shameless.
Then, Yin Jianhan pulled out the golden chain from the storage ring, "You locked me up, and I must fall in love with you."
The more Lu Huaixue listened, the more something was wrong.
"Don't talk nonsense!"
No matter how much he likes someone, no matter how hard he asks for it, it is impossible for him to make such a crazy move.
Lu Huaixue glared at Yin Jianhan, he could see clearly in the sea of consciousness. "Obviously you locked me up."
"Oh." Yin Jianhan didn't refute, showing an expression of "as expected", "You remember it, but you don't admit it."
Lu Huaixue: "..."
"I don't remember any promises, and I don't remember liking you, and taking advantage of your liking to take advantage of your kindness to me."
Lu Huaixue couldn't figure out the relationship with Yin Jianhan, which made him a little annoyed.
"It's not fair."
Yin Jianhan chuckled, seeing Lu Huaixue's serious appearance, he couldn't help but patted his head.
"You can dislike me, but you can't ask me not to like you. This is unfair."
"If you think this is good for you, then can you also try to be good to me in your way."
"It doesn't need a lot. Like now, I don't reject my approach."
Yin Jianhan saw the confusion in Lu Huaixue's eyes, he hugged Lu Huaixue lightly, and let go in an instant.
He was also a little confused.
Why does Lu Huaixue say that she doesn't like him, but she looks a little sad.
He is not sad.
But he hoped that Lu Huaixue would be happier, even if he doesn't like him, it doesn't matter.
As long as Lu Huaixue doesn't say anything about leaving.
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